IT'S OVER..

I should have understand you and never judged you.

I should have trust you and never think of something bad at you.

I should have given you all of my love, never though that I'm still in lack.

I should have never made you left me like that.


We're different, I know, you have your own life, same as mine. I'm thankful that you've been honest to me for saying those heart-broken-ing words to me. I guess no matter what I do, no matter how I force you to just love me again or to start this relationship all over again, I think, I can never make you change your decision again. You said "it's over" but I said "never", still hoping that I can bring you back to me. You made me laugh, you made me feel that I'm important to you, but things went wrong after all. I'm happy because you said that you'll be enjoying your life without me, being your obstacle, and will never search for another girl first. I will be sad if I'll saw you with someone else, it will make my heart broke into pieces.

Well, that's life. We will love and will be getting hurt by someone else. BUT STILL, LIFE GOES ON!

I will still love you, I will still want you. I will still be inspired by you.

I love you :)

Tadhana (Destiny) - Tepay Nakagawa

Friday the 13th

Yes! It's Friday the 13th, pero 14 ngayon. So ano naman? Sorry late post, I forgot to make a blog last night kasi nga FRIDAY THE 13TH. Baka may kung anong malas na naman ang mangyayari.

So yun nga, yesterday was the 13th of February. I experienced some bad luck that made me angry though nakapasok naman ako ng maaga sa first subject ko which is BMAT2X. I thought, it will be my lucky day because I started my day being early in my first class (which is I, usually being late at that time, 7am, SYET!).

Okay. Bale, pumunta din kaming Cheber 7 with Renmar sa condo ko para magrecord for our project. Ang tagal namin magumpisa hanggang sa malapit na mag 2:30pm at sila'y nagmamadali na.

Yun. Umalis na sila, kasi nga may class pa yung mga mga yun. Ako naman naiwan para gawin yung project ko sa RECONSE.

After ko gawin yung RECONSE project ko, nagmamadali ako pumunta sa DEXACT, printing shop yun, high quality pa yung mga printer nila dun tapos yung mga computer nila ay MAC Desktop. Nasa babang part yun ng Torre Lorenzo Tower, sa baba ng Starbucks. So yun.

Si kuya yung kumausap at nagentertain sa akin. Inabot ko yung USB ko na bagong bago sa kanya. Nung ineedit na sa Photoshop yung mga pictures, hindi ko maintindihan kung ano ginagawa niya, nireresize niya yung paper para maprint.

So sabi ko, "kuya, pagsama-samahin nalang natin yung mga yan sa isang paper. Kaya ba yan sa A4?"

Hindi umimik si kuya, ewan ko kung bakit at parang pigang piga yung utak niya at tutok na tutok yung mata niya sa monitor. So ako naman nagtaka, bakit parang hirap na hirap si kuya eh unting edit lang yan at mapiprint na agad.

Nagtanong ako ulit, "kuya, ok na ba yan lahat sa isang A4? Kasya ba or need pa nating iresize?"

May nakita akong maliit na papel na kasing size ng calling card, tinuro ko yun sa kanya at sinabi ko na ganung size nalang yung gawin. So siya naman, buti nagreact.

Sabi ko ulit, "ay kuya wag nalang natin iresize, ok na yang size na ginawa ko kasi maliit din yan eh."

So ayan, walang magawa si kuya kaya ayun, inedit edit niya. Tapos may nakita akong ginawa niya, yung RESOLUTION na ginawa ko sa mga pictures ay 72 lang. Tapos ginawa niyang 300 Resolution. So ako, nagtaka, ano pagkakaiba ng 72 Resolution sa 300 Resolution?

Hinayaan ko nalang siya, naghintay ako ng almost 1 hour. Malelate na ako sa class ko, 3:40pm class ko, naghintay ako dun hanggang 4:35pm?

Nakita ko na yung kinalabasan, nagulat ako. Yun isang page ay kasing size ng half ng A4. Shocks ano ba yan, bakit naman naging ganun kalaki yung ginawa ko eh naedit ko naman yun sa Photoshop. Ni ruler ko pa nga yung size eh tapos sabay ang laki.

AYOS TALAGA NG SERVICE!

Wala na talaga ako magawa nun kaya hinayaan ko nalang, malelate na ako eh. Alanganamang paprint ko ulit, sayang pa sa ink. Buti nalang, 165pesos lang yung binayaran ko.Tapos nagpabind ako, 20 pesos lang. Sabi ko, ok to ah.

Ayun, tumakbo ako papuntang SDA. Tapos na yung class, nakahabol pa ako at naibigay ko naman yung project ko kay sir.

BADTRIP TALAGA AKO NUN! LECHE!

Tapos ayun, kakarating ko nga lang sa SDA, uuwi na naman ako ulit. Hay na buhay.

T.W.I.L.I.G.H.T

To start of, I will make this blog entry in Tagalog language.

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So yun nga, I woke up early, siguro mga around 6am ata yun then I went to school LATE. LOL. Ewan ko ba, siguro dahil ang bagal ko lang talagang kumilos: maliligo(almost 1 hour), magbibihis(10 minutes) at magaayos (20 minutes). Owwwkey hahaha.

So anyway...

As I went to school late, I found out na wala palang P.E. kasi may sakit si Sir Otto (get well soon sir!). Tapos ayun, naging favorite prof na namin siya! Hahaha. Ewan ko kay Kat, yun sabi niya eh. Owwkey.

We, the Cheber Gang, decided na manood muna ng movie, syempre ano pa ba? Edi yung matagal na naming hinihintay na TWILIGHT! Bago kami umalis, nagbihis muna kami, nagusap usap kung ano gagawin: gawa ng assignment sa Intecom, ORDEV at assignment sa Algeb. Tumawag si Beryl sa RP, eh yung mga time naman dun para sa Twilight Showing eh sobrang late na. So we decided na manood nalang kina Beryl, kahit na malabo ayos lang.

Sumakay na kami ng LRT patungong Libertad.

Excited na kami sobra! Nagphoto shoot muna kami pero may nakakalaswang pangyayari ang aking naranasan.. sina Kat(babes) at Jo ay nag........... owwkey! hahaha.

Binuburn pa ni Beryl yung na-download niyang Twilight movie.

Habang kami'y naghihintay, nagorder na kami ng makakain namin sa McDonalds, ako'y litong-lito, hindi ko na alam kung ano sasabihin ko sa operator na yun. Ang dami kasing nagsasalita, ang daming order. Pero nahuli naman lahat sa maayos na usapan.

TAPOS na ang pagbuburn!

Inumpisahan na naming panoorin ang Twilight. Halos hindi ko na mapigilang sumigaw dahil sa wakas, mapapanood ko na din yung gusto kong movie.

Dumating na ang McDonalds, pinause muna namin yung movie hahaha.

Tapos nanood kami ulit.. habang nanonood ay syempre, sumisigaw kami. Ang gwapo talaga ni Edward, pero minsan may mga angles na hindi ko siya natitipuan.

May mga scenes na talagang boring, siguro'y dahil hindi ko pa nababasa ang book. Pero all in all, it was a great experience na kasama kong nanood ng movie ang aking mga kaibigan. Nakakainlove siya, gusto ko na tuloy magkaroon ng continuation yung Twilight Saga. Shet....

I LOVE YOU EDWARD CULLEN!

Natapos kami ng mga 1:20 ata? Not sure. Pero basta ang alam ko mga something like that, 1pm+.

Bago kami tuluyan ng lumisan at sumakay ng LRT, sa hindi inaasahang pangyayari ay naiwan ni Jo ang kanyang wallet sa bahay ni Beryl. So ayun, nauna na kami nina Kat, Genieve, Beryl, Melissa at ako.

Nanood kami ng ORDEV sa SDA Theatre. Shet. Ang akala ko, parang balley something, dance chuva siya. Yun pala ay kantahan pala.

Ang galing nung babae kumanta, I don't know what's her name pero basta ang linaw ng boses niya. Tapos ang galing pa magpiano ni JOSH(uyy feeling close). Tinugtog nila yung kantang A THOUSAND MILES, ang galing shet! Napasigaw tuloy si Genieve ng "IDOL!!!!!!!!!" hahahaha. Idol kita Genieve hahaha.

Tapos ang galing din magdrums ni MICHAEL hahahaha. Shet! Crush ko na silang dalawa!

Napanood din namin si Kym. GO KYM!

Tapos ayun...

Na-late na naman kami sa INTECOM, amp! Natagalan kami dahil sa pagpipirma ng ORDEV SHEETS at sa ELEVATOR na yan.

Nakooo.. no choice kami but to walk in the stairs nalang from 5th floor to 9th floor. GOSH! Nakakamatay yun ah hahaha.

Tapos ayun, after our Intecom.

We didn't expect na manonood kami ng movie sa COMSKI.

Amp! Nanood kami ng ALONE, horror movie.

Shet........................................... grabeh! Scary talaga siya infairness. Ayoko na ikwento pa kasi talagang nanginginig nako sa takot! ALONE pa naman ako dito hahahahaha.

So hanggang magtime na kami..... ALGEB time, ay nanonood pa din kami ng movie.

Tapos after nun, uwian na.



Grabeh! Ang saya this day. Parang wala lang ang araw na to hahaha. Parang hindi kami pumasok. Hahaha

Isa na rin to sa mga memories ng FMA4 na hinding hindi ko makakalimutan (uyy emo).

Ayun :)

Remmiiixxxx 2008

Owwwkey. So we watched Remix 2008 Steppin' For Life at the De La Salle University's Teresa Yuchengo Auditorium.

Before we went there, I wanted to share you guys how did we came to the contest earlier. It was our Algeb Class and we kept on trying to convince ma'am to go to the contest. She allowed us but before we go, she said that she'll discuss first a new lesson then at exactly 5:30pm, we can go.

So yun......(fast forward)

We went first to McDonalds and ordered for food.

We went na to DLSU's Auditorium easily. Nung nandun na kami, woah, the auditorium was so big. It looks like the same as Benilde's.

Too bad nga lang, they didn't allow the audience to take a picture or video while the program was still going on.

The essence of the program started with the group of A-615, from Benilde. As usual, we're proud because they're also Benildeans.

Followed by Dave's group, Aftaskool. Dave's performance was good. We cheered him for being there, dancing at the stage. Saying: "GO DAVE! Woooo!"

Yun, then, I was surprised when the group of Zobellians or Zobel People or whatever you may call, the Z-Ave, had engaged with different steps and choreography. Their costume was just simple: Vest, white shirt and shorts but their performance was so so amaging.

I can't remember the other names of the group performed in the contest.

I only remembered one last group, the SKITTLES! Shit! Galing nila! Alam mo yun, the way they admire people and the impact of their moves really amazed me. The music, the choreography and everything. Overall, it's perfect! Love it.

Tapos, the LSDC performed an intermission number. Grabeh. Gagaling.

Haha. So what's your guess? The SKITTLES won for Remix 2008 Dance Contest. 1st runner-up goes to the Z-AVE and the 3rd was A-615.

Hayy... basta, overall, it was a great night.

Congratulations to all whom participated at the Remix 2008 Steppin' for Live Dance Contest.

what a MALAS day today

"Malas" - bad luck in English.

Hell! Today was a very bad day for me. As in you don't have an idea what will gonna happen in your everyday life.

Sunud-sunod na bad luck happenings, deym!

Life's unfair, Life's a bitch.

Grabeh, kung kelan kailangan na kailangan mo ng gawin ang isang thing na yun, dun ka pa mamalasin. Pag minamalas ka nga naman oh...

We went to our house here in Alabang last Saturday in which I'm planning to make my NATSCA homework early. But unfortunately, all I did was just surfing the net and I was thinking that I will make it on Sunday. Sadly, it was Sunday, the DSL Connection Server was down. I badly needed the internet because I have to work with my NATSCA. Until Monday, there's still no internet again, we bought an ISP BONANZA Internet Prepaid Card to have it as an alternative, but we were wrong.

So.. It was a hard time for me thinking of what will I do for my homework. So I scanned the magazine and editted it through Photoshop.

It was Tuesday and it was TODAY.

It was lunch break, I sacrificed not to eat just for that NATSCA Homework. I did what I have to do. It was already time and I'm not yet finished with my work. So I hurriedly done it. I saved it as JPEG from Adobe Photoshop CS3 Extended. Again, I saved it as JPEG.

I hurriedly went to NETOPIA without knowing that my file cannot be opened by their computer. What the hell? I saved it as JPEG and there's nothing wrong with what I did right? As I told you, I saved it as JPEG.

So the journey has still goes on. I went back to SDA and saved it again.

But...

Before I went to the MAC's Room at the 11th floor.

I was on the ground floor waiting for the elevator. So I'm now at the elevator then someone pressed the 9th floor. I saw CHESTY, Redels' ULTIMATE CRUSH. He entered the elevator with his friends. He's in front of me, wearing a Red Jacket and a shorts. Then, my journey with him has just begun, from 9th floor and ended it in 11th floor. It was so SIKIP and I was just like saying EXCUSE ME then I PASSED through him. LOL

So there you go, I hurriedly went to MAC's ROOM and saved my file again.

Then I went back again to Netopia and THANK GOD THE HEAVEN's ABOVE. I have it already, printed with nice colored photo paper.

Naisip ko, sana pala ginawa ko na nung Saturday pa nang di nako naghassle pa.

So I went back to SDA, worried because I knew that I was already late in my NATSCA CLASS. My friends texted me that they're going to have a quiz. As I entered the room, the quiz has just started.

Honestly, I got no idea what the hell is going around, what topic? what are they talking about?

But there's Mica who's willing to help me. Thanks MICA :)

And there you go, I have this feeling of anxiousness, worrying if Miss will know that I was copying or cheating.

Kat told me that: "Sana sinabi mo nalang na komopya ka atleast in-admit mo na talagang komopya ka kasi may reason ka kung bakit mo ginawa yun."

Wala lang. Haha. Thanks Kat. :D

Anyways, di bale na. Nakita ko naman schoolmate ko na taga St. Scho. Masaya nako nun. Hahahahaha.

Hay life, parang buhay. :)

iPhone 3G Soon In The Philippines

I'm so excited for the coming of iPhone 3G here in the Philippines. I've read in an article a while ago that Globe Telecom will bring iPhone 3G here in our country. I don't even know yet when it will be out of any Globe Telecom outlets.

Here's what the article said:

Globe Telecom and Apple Bring iPhone 3G to Philippines MANILA and SAN FRANCISCO—June 10, 2008—Globe Telecom and Apple® today announced that they will be bringing the highly anticipated iPhone™ 3G to the Philippines later this year.

iPhone 3G combines all the revolutionary features of iPhone with 3G networking that is twice as fast* as the first generation iPhone, built-in GPS for expanded location based mobile services, and iPhone 2.0 software which includes support for Microsoft Exchange ActiveSync and runs the hundreds of third party applications already built with the recently released iPhone SDK.

“We are very excited to be working with Apple to bring Filipino consumers iPhone 3G later this year,” said Gerardo C. Ablaza, Jr. president and CEO of Globe Telecom. “Our customers are our greatest passion and we’re constantly striving to offer them the most innovative products such as the revolutionary iPhone 3G.”

“We are thrilled to bring iPhone 3G to millions of mobile customers in the Philippines,” said Tim Cook, Apple’s COO. “We can’t wait to get this revolutionary mobile device in the hands of even more people around the world.”

iPhone 3G will be available to Globe’s postpaid and prepaid subscribers in the Philippines later this year.

*Based on 3G and EDGE testing. Actual speeds vary by site conditions.

Globe Telecom is a leading telecommunications company in the Philippines with more than 21 million mobile subscribers. As a pioneer, Globe Telecom continues to be a part of the revolution that’s connecting millions of people across the Philippines and around the world. Beyond technology, Globe Telecom’s business is truly shaped by the bonds that tie Filipinos together. Communications is ultimately about relationships, and this drives the company to innovate and constantly find easy and relevant ways to enrich people’s lives.

Apple ignited the personal computer revolution in the 1970s with the Apple II and reinvented the personal computer in the 1980s with the Macintosh. Today, Apple continues to lead the industry in innovation with its award-winning computers, OS X operating system and iLife and professional applications. Apple is also spearheading the digital media revolution with its iPod portable music and video players and iTunes online store, and has entered the mobile phone market with its revolutionary iPhone.

I'm In Love

Why do we love nga ba?

So that we can have someone to talk to?
Someone who can be there if you want to go out or gumala?
A person na pedeng manlibre satin?
A person who will help you bring your things? ALALAY for short.

Eh what if he/she doesn't love you?

Would you still love him/her?
Would you still continue to care for that person?

Bakit naman hindi?

You didn't love that person to have an alalay
or magkaroon ka ng instant meal para lang makalibre

A person who will make your assignments/projects sa school
or a person na mahihila mo if you want to go out..

If that's what you think about love, well sorry ang babaw mo...

Loving a person doesn't need to have a criteria na dapat wafu or maganda siya, or dapat kind and understanding.

Because once you fell in love, you take the risk of accepting that person.

Kahit ba maingay siya matulog...
Kahit ba hindi siya ganun ka wafu or kaganda...
Kahit matakaw siya or sobrang fat....
Kahit ba maingay siya or madaldal...
Kahit sobrang moody na kulang nalang eh sapakin mo sa inis!
Kahit na sobrang selosa/seloso na pati barkada o friend niya eh pinagseselosan niya...
Kahit na napaka OA na or kahit anong bagay na it will turn you off...

STILL, mahal mo pa din siya.

Hirap talaga magmahal, trying to be perfect kasi gusto mo magtagal relationship niyo.

Pero that's not the answer to all of those fuckin' questions.



ACCEPTING the real person fully

Because if you said na you love him, you don't need to find the answers kung bakit mo siya mahal.

Kasi lahat ng tao nagbabago but if you accept that person.
Magbago man siya or hindi in the middle of the relationship, you'll not get hurt because you know that it'll come soon and perhaps, you accept him as whole.

Mahirap gawin pero masarap subukan because wala ng sasaya pa if you let that person feel na MAHAL NA MAHAL MO SIYA without asking for any return...

then you can say that WOW yun pala ang ............




LOVE! It hurts..